It's 23rd of March and I was so looking forward to this holiday since so many weeks. But yikes since last night I had the terrible backache and fever. I couldn't sleep all night. I kept getting up for hours, then went to mommy's room, told her I am not well. Restless and painful. I feel old.
The urge to have a good massage is very much there now to lessen the pain. I miss the Thailand trip and those massages.
Nadzy has been very kind to me today. Gave me medicine. And she watched Shutter Island again. But I slept again while watching it. She even got this horrible movie....Teen Patti. It was ridiculous. I just couldn't watch it. And sometimes even Big B looks damn irritating like his wife.
The D we got ... now everyone in the house pretty much don't like his attitude. As I say...he is the nawab sahab. But, when I was told he himself hates being called a driver and then he talked about that gardener like "the gooongaa didn't come today", now that is something quite weird. Insensitive bitches.
Like I said the last time...I am still looking for the change I talked about the last time.
