Today I deleted a couple of applications as I just can’t return favors & somehow I couldn’t cope with all those applications. I also finally deleted mafia wars. This is one application that I have blocked as I have no intention of ever coming back.
Yeah the question is: what motivated me as I was addicted? Addiction is a thing that doesn’t last too long when a person has a habit of getting tired & bored. I had been tired of the mafia for too long but I kept on wasting time on it. Lately almost every day some moron from my own circle used to declare war against me. I used to help such fucking morons & yes it was irritating. Life is not about taking revenge. I did when I could take my revenge in the mafia but right from the beginning, I knew that this would be the main reason behind leaving the game. It’s the people in my own circle who bored me to death with their fucking wars. It wasn’t people who used to throw me on the hitlist or attacked me 10 times.
Anyway I’m glad I took this step. I knew something would happen sooner or later. When Princey died, I didn’t come online for a year. Yesterday I was reading & most of my cats who stay in the living room were sitting with me. And I was wondering as to why I waste my time on stupid games when I have real innocent beings all around me. I used to play games for hours so that I can reach a higher level. I was level 240 or 241 but what did I get? I just have a feeling that I wasted my time. I could have read something but no, I was obsessed with a game.
Recently a friend who was level 360 or something told me that he had left the mafia & he somehow gave me a ray of hope that I too can get rid of it. I think we are the only 2 people who have not just left the game but have also blocked it.
I don’t know if it was worth it. I did grab a couple of achievements & felt good. I also met some very nice people while playing the mafia. Right now I have more than 500 people in my circle. You can imagine how madly I used to play this game.
I also changed my display pic in which I was holding Fluffy as I didn’t like it when someone attacked me or declared war on me. I used to feel bad & it was happening on a daily basis. Somehow I just couldn’t take it. I did change the pic but I didn’t like it. Although I don’t have to see a photo to remember him but there are things that can drive you nuts. In a way, I knew that I would get rid of this game. A game that made me change my display pic! See I can’t allow some game to fuck with me for so long. I had to put an end to it. The reason may seem absurd but this is it.
‘Obsession Obliterated’ sounds more like some mission, however :P
