I’ve never liked following rules as rules make life excruciatingly boring. But the thing is...I don’t follow rules, because I can’t. Even on our blog, I have been quite open. Moreover, it isn’t written anywhere that we must write this & we must not write this. And if it had been, I would be the last one to say yes to absurdity. However, what is absurd to me may not be absurd at all & that is also a very important viewpoint. But somehow its significance doesn’t seem to melt all the facts in the world.
My kid sister just like some other people also thinks I’m stupid. I’m not going to prove it otherwise. And I don’t see the point of proving anything to anyone. In fact, I do find it amusing at times when people think they are fooling me & I let them believe what they want to believe. You should try it some time. I am telling you it’s sure fun.
My weak point had been buried 2 years ago. Yeah you’re right...it must have been some cat. But this is of course beside the point. Actually this has been my dark secret. Oh gosh, what a revelation! I’m sure everyone was aware of it.
There is one thing I did learn ages ago. If a man is not interested in you, he is not interested & the story should finish then & there. Recently I have seen someone who just doesn’t seem to get it. It really doesn’t matter what this female thinks, but somehow my writings have been dragged somewhere. No, it would be an overstatement. Actually one of my paragraphs has acquired fame. And believe it or not, I don’t think much of it myself. In fact, a friend of mine also asked me to delete that paragraph twice, but I flatly refused. Anyway this story isn’t interesting at all. So I will talk about something else, which is loathsome, to say the least. Actually it’s a smelly story.
I don’t want to bitch but I have been thinking…sometimes I think when I get time to think. So I have been thinking that men who aren’t interested in you or you just don’t seem to click to them…these are the men who can take undue advantage of you, if you let them. Now I could be wrong in my observation. But my sister narrated a story lately, & my friend & I shed light on it, which can be aptly called bitching.
There are times when you just can’t help plunging yourself in the abyss of shit. You can say the smell rocks at that time. In simple words, what I liked in 1988, I cannot think of it in 2009. How can anyone? Quite honestly, I don’t like any of my 4 crushes anymore. I don’t know why do we desire slimy creatures at certain points in life, but it happens with both men & women all over the world. What happened recently was of course amusing. Some people just think that they are being desired eternally & they can have fun at any time. It’s like other people also have certain standards & they are so not dumb as you want them to be. When I was 13, yes I was badly hurt but today, things have changed & by now you know about my sense of humor. It’s anything but bizarre.
