Fluffy will always be remembered

Fluffy passed away in the evening. 2 days ago, he had a surgery, which was a success but nevertheless he couldn’t survive. He had pieces of bones & lots of pus in his stomach. He used to get drip every day & we thought he would make it.

He was by far the coolest member of our family. He came in our house when he was a year old in the end of 2005. And he was ammi’s hot favourite. Z, ammi & I were with him when he died. Umar also spent time with him in the afternoon when we were all busy. There was this little hope & we couldn’t help clinging to it. Anyway now his suffering is at least is over.

20 days ago, that kitten died in such an ugly manner & today it was Fluffy’s turn. I think all of us worked very hard. We changed the vet also who was confident about the surgery unlike the other vet. I did mention our story about the X-ray & blood test, & how the doctors in the lab are so not passionate when a critical case comes.

The vet did her best; even Fluffy gave it his best shot. The case was so severe that the vet told us that he might collapse during the surgery but he didn’t & so all of us were optimistic. Last night he even had a bit of food by himself but in the morning, he was having problem in breathing & his temperature was 104.

I just can’t anymore believe in the power of love as love fails us every time. I know that Fluffy is one of my best memories. And yes miracles don’t happen. Had he survived, I would have called it a miracle. Prayers are just not answered. In fact, the one you care about suffers & suffers badly.

I think those people are lucky who decide not to keep any animal after the death of their pet. I can’t even think of it. I’m sick of seeing deaths. I’m sick of hopes that are invariably false.

Though I know that Fluffy was a lucky boy. He had a good family & everyone loved him & will always love him.

He was & somehow is still capable to make me feel human. You know honestly what wouldn’t I have given to suffer in his place but we humans are simply helpless.

But he is indeed a very sweet memory.