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I couldn’t help asking myself this question, how long am I going to stay stupid? Or how long am I going to be taken as some fool? The word that came to my mind was of course’ forever.’ I’m well aware that my record on stupidity has been excellent so far. Now the only question left to be answered is: am I that stupid?
This April, Z & I went for tarot card reading & this man said that I would meet an old friend. I just hope it’s not gonna be my best friend. I’m seriously not in the mood of meeting people I don’t want to meet. My cousin dreaded that my brother might marry her but we don’t know if my cousin liked my brother but she was jealous of my friend. But there wasn’t anything of the sort.
Anyway just recently Z narrated this childish story of a 19 year old getting married to some 22 year old. The parents didn’t know & for 1 year, they kept on trying hard to get pregnant. Although you can manage to do all this anywhere but in this case, the guy was the brother of this girl’s best friend. Naturally things were easy. The best friend didn’t know anything & that is one of the oldest stories.
I also have a story of similar nature. Recently I discovered that one of my good friends has been going out with my brother for the past 4 years. And all along, she pretended to be single & sad – that’s one thing that I don’t like. (You know when I was in love, which was one-sided…I was very happy & I didn’t need to pretend otherwise. Of course I don’t remember it now as he means nothing to me). Although they have been friends & yet she pretended she was scared to talk to him. I am sorry but I so don’t understand this. My brother has always been saying that he doesn’t want to get married to anyone & at the same time, he has been having an affair. If I look at it from an open mind, I can understand all this. This is typical Pakistani behavior – to hide things & pretend to be something else. When my kitten died, that gave her an opportunity to talk to me…even when I mentioned that as I knew it, she had no intention of telling me herself. Anyway this story ends here.
Lately I have also heard some more stories from my friends about their flop affairs. There’s one thing I have noticed…guys for the most part fall for such sluttish girls & when they ditch them, they are in a state of shock. And some really sharif females also drive guys to the point of committing suicide. And if a guy accidentally falls for a different kind of female, then he’s invariably hesitant to talk to her.
I also had a friend who kept on cursing her parents, as they were not looking for a guy. She used to pray all the time. When she got engaged, you should have seen that change of attitude. I don’t understand how people forget their yesterday. She was a supreme example. In fact she makes for a classic case as all the time she was sad that she might not experience sex. And what I used to find amusing was that she was in search of a virgin.
To put it mildly, all these cute people have given me headaches. Since I do not pretend to be what I am not, it’s easier for me to write all this. My sister thinks that I can write about anything. Honestly, I haven’t even said what I wanted to. You know when that kitten was dying, he was opening his mouth every 15 seconds…he was in a lot of pain. People kill others in a similar manner by calling them friends. Honesty is the foundation of every relationship. Unfortunately in our part of the world, secretive nature seems to be the factor that’ll take you miles, but you can’t have everything when you are into hiding & pretending.
Oh gosh, I forgot to mention the most amazing story…my mother’s best friend got married to her annoying brother & man she turned out to be one bitch!
PS Some people may not like it but I need to get it out of my system.
